Some days are better than others...this wasn't one of them!

She hits, she screams, she bites, she throws temper tantrums and through it all I try not to pull out my hair and loose my mind.  

I was watching a tv show and one of the guys said something like...happiness is a mood not a destination.  

It got me thinking that happiness is a choice not a state of being out of my control.  I can choose to be happy.  I can choose not to be.  It's in my control.  With so many things out of my control these days this seemed like a blessing to me.  Something to be thankful for!

I guess with so much uncertainty I am finding joy in the things I have control over.  

I wonder if that is how Evie feels...everything is a no.  She doesn't have the skills to say what she wants yet or voice her frustrations.  I do though.  I know how to communicate.  I know how to express my feelings.  It's control.  

I also have prayer and faith.  I have it no matter what.  No one can take that from me.  

I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, "Move from here to there" and it will move.
Matthew 17:20 

Well I have faith and it's bigger than a mustard seed so bad day...MOVE IT!!!!  

Here's to better days.