Before I die...it's not something I think a lot about. Guess at my age I should. These are the years we are supposed to be living those dreams. Seeing the world, finding new hobbies, raising our family and just plain living.
We are in a holding pattern right now in life. Trying to find our way through the financial mess we've created for ourselves without loosing everything so dreaming of what to do in the future seems a bit silly.
That being said I want to adopt a baby. I don't know when or how I'm going to make this happen but my body is done having babies so my only other option to being a mama again is to adopt.
I have only dreamed of this not researched it or talked to anyone who can help me in this process but I've dreamed.
I can see myself with another child. A sister or brother for my sweet girl. This baby is small and innocent. I can never tell if it's a boy or girl but I know it's my baby. I can feel their skin against my chest as I rock them to sleep.
Hopefully this will become more than a dream but if not sleeping is so much sweeter with this hope.
We are in a holding pattern right now in life. Trying to find our way through the financial mess we've created for ourselves without loosing everything so dreaming of what to do in the future seems a bit silly.
That being said I want to adopt a baby. I don't know when or how I'm going to make this happen but my body is done having babies so my only other option to being a mama again is to adopt.
I have only dreamed of this not researched it or talked to anyone who can help me in this process but I've dreamed.
I can see myself with another child. A sister or brother for my sweet girl. This baby is small and innocent. I can never tell if it's a boy or girl but I know it's my baby. I can feel their skin against my chest as I rock them to sleep.
Hopefully this will become more than a dream but if not sleeping is so much sweeter with this hope.
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