Monday, March 25, 2013

finding my father


She spent all of her adult life with this man. My father.  She loved him, hated them, played and fought with him.  Most of the time they were just together my whole life.  It was something that always just was.  They just were...and now, well they aren't.  

She graduated to heaven and left us behind.  Somehow we have to figure out how to be without her and there is some joy in this process.  A new relationship, a new friend.  A father who has always just BEEN now seems to really BE.

I loved her so much and now have to find my way to loving him as much.  

Thank you Lord for the opportunity.
  

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