Tuesday, October 19, 2010

seasons of thankfulness are often broken...

today I'm thankful for tissue, cool compresses and a dark room.  

The stress of my life finally caught me off guard today and my defenses were broken.  I fell...emotionally not literally.  

I started this new section of my blog to deal with the constant complaining I was doing.  The "fear" words I was using daily.  I realized I needed to see the good each day and not just the difficult.  Today the difficult won.  I needed a good cry and let myself have one.  I waited until Evie was napping, closed my bedroom door and didn't care if anyone heard me.  It felt good.  It felt refreshing.  

I guess every now and then a good cry and mini pity party is good for the soul.  

So, I will ask the Lord to bless me tomorrow with new found insight and a grateful heart.  Today I will pout and be sad for a bit.  


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